Stop spinning!!!

I have been suffering from vertigo for over a year now. Last Thursday I had the worse spell yet. I couldnt even drive and when I walked around the house I had to hold on to the wall. I just wanted to vomit. I have been to the doctors twice for this and she just gave me allergy meds. Friday I went back to the doctor and now she is refering me to an ENT doctor. That spell lasted 4 days. It is really hard to be a pleasent person when all you can think about is how weird you feel. It's like a constant drunk feeling. Life must go on. Today we have girlscout cookie booth sales. Fun, fun, fun. I miss my honey, same thing evrytime he leaves. I fight depression then accept there is nothing I can do, this is what I signed up for:( He is back to having a student on the truck so now our evenings of talking are out the door:( I guess thats all I have to moan about today:) See Ya